The Ima no Kimochi wa nani?! or What are you feeling RIGHT NOW?! PART 10!
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Frustrated and irritated. I needed a friend's help with a horror story and he just up didn't feel like it. WTF?
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Emotionally drained. >.>
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Feeling angry and frusterated! The place I got my cosplay from said they lost it.....great. a week before i need it. got the refund and purchased from another website. hoping that it will be here by friday or monday at the latest. feeling nervous i won't have it in time for NYC.
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Feeling like my gut is about to burst. Earlier today, I watched another 4 episodes of Ore Monogatari!! This series is a bit repetitive, but Takeo's willingness to put the happiness of others ahead of himself is admirable. The guy can kick major ass, yet he is completely weak when it comes to chasing his own happiness. Quite a realistic portrayal of someone who tries too hard to satisfying the world. Only to end up with nothing yourself. Like giving the "hottest" girl in school your lunch money non-stop throughout the year, without a single thank you.
"HER HAPPINESS IS REWARD ENOUGH."
No, my friend. No.
"HER HAPPINESS IS REWARD ENOUGH."
No, my friend. No.
Re: The Ima no Kimochi wa nani?! or What are you feeling RIGHT NOW?! PART 10!
Feeling good and motivated.
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Feeling okay. Had a issue with my new glasses making me sick DX. Resting it off now.
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Just pissed off. Nothing is going my way tonight.
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I'm feeling chipper! :D But I'm beginning to burn out as it is now the hour of sleep. z.z
I watched a 12 episode anime today entitled Happiness! I did not select the anime based on its title in correspondence to how I was feeling today. It was such a Shuffle! rip-off. With less fan-service-y moments, of course. I like it for the magic and all, but holy cow it was generic!! X_X;;;
I watched a 12 episode anime today entitled Happiness! I did not select the anime based on its title in correspondence to how I was feeling today. It was such a Shuffle! rip-off. With less fan-service-y moments, of course. I like it for the magic and all, but holy cow it was generic!! X_X;;;
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feeling sad, stressed and angry. I will be better tomorrow though.
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Disgusted and squeamish. I just remembered a dream I had recently and now I'm asking WHY I had to remember it. I hope I forget the dream again by the time someone asks me which dream it was that I remembered.
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I'm feeling very relaxed and content at the moment. This of course attributes to the zoning-out effect anime has on me! XD
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I'm hesitant to claim that I'm feeling "happy," but at least, I no longer seem to feel dead inside. My anhedonia seems to either be gone or just muted for some reason. Hopefully, it's gone or is at least starting to go away. It's hard to come up with a convincing explanation for how I could still have anhedonia and be feeling the way I currently am. The utterly bizarre thing is I'm not entirely sure the anhedonia is gone, yet I can't think of an explanation for why I no longer feel dead unless it is. For the most part, I think I'm trying to think of an explanation for what happened recently, and if my anhedonia is gone, an explanation for how I got it to go away.
Anhedonia is extremely crippling. With the lack of support and resources regarding it, if I can come up with anything to reverse the anhedonia for anyone, it would be an interesting accomplishment. I think reversing anhedonia has a lot to do with figuring out what started it in the first place. In some cases, this explanation may be complicated, though with cases like mine, maybe it's possible to recover from it just by making changes based on the cause. It feels weird to think I may have fixed it. I could be wrong perhaps, but I don't feel any symptoms of it right now, so surely that's a possibility.
Anhedonia is extremely crippling. With the lack of support and resources regarding it, if I can come up with anything to reverse the anhedonia for anyone, it would be an interesting accomplishment. I think reversing anhedonia has a lot to do with figuring out what started it in the first place. In some cases, this explanation may be complicated, though with cases like mine, maybe it's possible to recover from it just by making changes based on the cause. It feels weird to think I may have fixed it. I could be wrong perhaps, but I don't feel any symptoms of it right now, so surely that's a possibility.
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Friend got into a car crash... (ノ_<、) He's okay, but spent the day in hospital recovering from a concussion. Will probably have to sue the person who hit him, too.
Why are so many of my friends in car crashes? Jeez...
Why are so many of my friends in car crashes? Jeez...
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10/12: My brain isn't as active as it has been for the past few weeks. It's pretty quiet actually, though considering how it has been functioning lately, I'm not at all surprised that I don't feel like doing anything right now.
I'm actually a bit annoyed with myself for scheduling an appointment for 9 AM, not that I can be sure that I won't just wake up at 8 AM, or even 7 AM, tomorrow for no reason. I'm pretty curious how much of a break my brain needs.
10/13: Tired. I didn't sleep well last night. My nightmare was about the Moon about to hit the planet. Well, actually, it was just established as an object from space, but there was tons of flooding, so I'm going to assume the object in question was most definitely the Moon. Well, if there's one thing I can be sure of, it's that I know where my brain got the inspiration for the dream. It's not often that my dreams are influenced by what I watch though.
I'm actually a bit annoyed with myself for scheduling an appointment for 9 AM, not that I can be sure that I won't just wake up at 8 AM, or even 7 AM, tomorrow for no reason. I'm pretty curious how much of a break my brain needs.
10/13: Tired. I didn't sleep well last night. My nightmare was about the Moon about to hit the planet. Well, actually, it was just established as an object from space, but there was tons of flooding, so I'm going to assume the object in question was most definitely the Moon. Well, if there's one thing I can be sure of, it's that I know where my brain got the inspiration for the dream. It's not often that my dreams are influenced by what I watch though.
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Been better, been worse.
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Re: The Ima no Kimochi wa nani?! or What are you feeling RIGHT NOW?! PART 10!
Feel like watching the best thing SNL ever made AGAIN!
Kellywise THE DANCING CLOWN!!!! The skit was better than the It remake as a whole. I laughed until my entrails fell out. XDDDD
Sorry to hear about your friend, Akamanto! If there's information on the person who hit him (this wasn't a hit and run thing, I hope!), then I strongly suggest taking him or her to court. People are ALWAYS irresponsible on the road (I'm from NJ and NYC...). Even if you drive by the book, you're most likely to get hit by some dumbass. Stay alert.
Kellywise THE DANCING CLOWN!!!! The skit was better than the It remake as a whole. I laughed until my entrails fell out. XDDDD
Akamanto wrote:Friend got into a car crash... (ノ_<、) He's okay, but spent the day in hospital recovering from a concussion. Will probably have to sue the person who hit him, too.
Why are so many of my friends in car crashes? Jeez...
Sorry to hear about your friend, Akamanto! If there's information on the person who hit him (this wasn't a hit and run thing, I hope!), then I strongly suggest taking him or her to court. People are ALWAYS irresponsible on the road (I'm from NJ and NYC...). Even if you drive by the book, you're most likely to get hit by some dumbass. Stay alert.
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Overwhelmed. I'm drowning in dossiers and presentations, here. And at least let me perform the presentation myself, so I don't have to keep chasing people down to put it all together. (;´□`)/
Good news is that conference season is almost over, so I won't have as many hectic shifts at work. Heh.
Have you seen this one? I don't know what it was about it, but I was cracking up at the end. And whenever I remember it.The font on the final slide was a hilariously low blow, too...
Thanks a lot, though! It'll take more than a silly car crash to take us all out. (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧
Good news is that conference season is almost over, so I won't have as many hectic shifts at work. Heh.
Luu Sky Sapphire wrote:Feel like watching the best thing SNL ever made AGAIN!
Have you seen this one? I don't know what it was about it, but I was cracking up at the end. And whenever I remember it.
He was hit while waiting at a red light, and we're seeing what we can do. He's living in Turkey at the minute, so I'm unsure about the laws there, but we're just waiting on info on how to proceed.Luu Sky Sapphire wrote:If there's information on the person who hit him (this wasn't a hit and run thing, I hope!), then I strongly suggest taking him or her to court. People are ALWAYS irresponsible on the road (I'm from NJ and NYC...). Even if you drive by the book, you're most likely to get hit by some dumbass. Stay alert.
Thanks a lot, though! It'll take more than a silly car crash to take us all out. (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧
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(๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ Peoples is peoples. Driving or no driving.
HAHAHAHAHAHA! This was pretty good, too! In fact, this skit is for all the "Professional Graphic Designers" that ever graced Mai-Multiverse. You know who you are, girls! Don't lie!
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Have you seen this one? I don't know what it was about it, but I was cracking up at the end. And whenever I remember it.The font on the final slide was a hilariously low blow, too...
HAHAHAHAHAHA! This was pretty good, too! In fact, this skit is for all the "Professional Graphic Designers" that ever graced Mai-Multiverse. You know who you are, girls! Don't lie!
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11/8: Frustrated. I'm doing National Novel Writing Month (I gave into boredom), and well, I'm behind on my word count. I'm not sure I'll be able to catch up.
11/13: Good news, everyone. I caught up on my word count, though now I am feeling very worn out - both mentally and physically. I mean, I have been up for the past 17 hours. Hopefully, my body will recover and stop waking up so early now that I'm taking my allergy medication and nose spray the way I should be. I mean, 7:?? AM? That's not when I'm used to waking up. It will be a couple weeks before I determine whether this is a cause for concern. I'm probably going to have to keep a sleep log for a while and determine how consistent my waking hours are. Anyway, I am planning on getting some much needed rest soon.
11/20: I'm feeling the weight of my stubborn mind.
11/13: Good news, everyone. I caught up on my word count, though now I am feeling very worn out - both mentally and physically. I mean, I have been up for the past 17 hours. Hopefully, my body will recover and stop waking up so early now that I'm taking my allergy medication and nose spray the way I should be. I mean, 7:?? AM? That's not when I'm used to waking up. It will be a couple weeks before I determine whether this is a cause for concern. I'm probably going to have to keep a sleep log for a while and determine how consistent my waking hours are. Anyway, I am planning on getting some much needed rest soon.
11/20: I'm feeling the weight of my stubborn mind.
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- 11/20: Everything feels empty. I'm sick of having some of my issues, but I don't currently have the strength to act on changing myself. I want to become someone better than this and I feel dragged down by fatigue. I'm trying to get off Provigil, because I have a tolerance to it and before I can go back to taking it, I have to go a certain period of time without it, plus when I do go back to taking Provigil or Nuvigil or whatever, I need to take it less often.
And, I think I should get my Rexulti's dose lowered. Over the long-term, I'm not sure I should be taking it anyway, but I want to taper off the medication so I can avoid issues down the road. Hopefully, the cause of my cognitive impairment has been dealt with, which would mean I no longer need Rexulti anyway. I'm just trying to see if I still need Rexulti, because I think its effect on me has begun to change. It may be making my appetite spiral out of control and it may also be making me gain weight as a result. Another downside is my appetite could be causing my blood sugar to become high. That's not good since I'm already diagnosed with prediabetes.
There's also my fatigue issues that Rexulti may be bringing back. My Rexulti could possibly be doing something else also. I've been waking up in the middle of the night needing to use the bathroom and I've been using it more during the day too. First thing, I want my psychiatrist to lower my Rexulti's dose to maybe 2 mg, so I'm tapering off from a lower dose next month. Within the last two weeks of December or so, I want to see how I do.
Honestly, I don't want to take Rexulti or Provigil/Nuvigil anymore. SSI won't pay for them and this stressed me out back in April. If I somehow no longer need them, that would be ideal and it would save me from a LOT of stress.
Unfortunately, even if it does turn out that I no longer need Rexulti or Provigil/Nuvigil anymore, getting off these two medications won't fix my writing issues. The only thing that's going to help with that is picking up a book, and uh, there's still 10 more days of NaNo, plus the rest of today. I'm not letting myself just fail NaNo again. I'm past the half-way point. I should be able to do this. Normal people have distractions. What do I have as a distraction? Issues from my medication, issues that I can control, because my strategy for getting through Hurricane Irma worked, and I can do it again without abusing caffeine this time. When it's December, that's when I'll pick up a book and read.
I just hope reading works. I've become truly crushed by the events of the month so far, especially considering no one can help me out of this. I'm not losing to jackshit though. Writing is what I can do so I better hone this skill, because I think I'm going to have to depend on my writing capabilities one day to earn an income. This is why writing is so important to me and that's why I need to get through NaNo, not to mention I need to keep the momentum up as soon as I reach 50,000 words. After November, I won't be forcing myself to meet a certain word count, but I do need to pull myself out of this emptiness that is despair from writer's block, or in my case, the wrong mindset. I cannot handle a normal job. My skills aren't normal. Nothing about me is normal and I am honestly too stubborn to accept a life in which I don't do what I love.
Although I'm a bit discouraged, that isn't going to stop me either. I'm done waiting for things to get better. I know why I feel the way I do and I'm going to do something about it - right after NaNo, of course.
P.S. I'm trying to get to a point where I don't need SSI.
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Having a day off to rest. Psyching myself up to see Justice League tomorrow, too!
@Lerena You have my best wishes, as always. (*´ー)ノ(ノд`) I hope things improve for you... And I hope your NaNoWriMo project is going well, also!
That reminds me - I performed one of my presentations recently (on the Austrian political system!), and I tried to make a custom powerpoint theme myself, wanting to add a little personalisation to the experience... Well, since I have no visual skill at all, my attempt ended up looking a bit like this:
...I ended up downloading a free template after all. (*^▽^*)ゞ
@Lerena You have my best wishes, as always. (*´ー)ノ(ノд`) I hope things improve for you... And I hope your NaNoWriMo project is going well, also!
Wisdom indeed, Luu. The foibles of peoples persist. (o˘◡˘)旦Luu Sky Sapphire wrote:(๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ Peoples is peoples. Driving or no driving.
Hehe! I'm glad you enjoyed it, too!Luu Sky Sapphire wrote:HAHAHAHAHAHA! This was pretty good, too! In fact, this skit is for all the "Professional Graphic Designers" that ever graced Mai-Multiverse. You know who you are, girls! Don't lie!
That reminds me - I performed one of my presentations recently (on the Austrian political system!), and I tried to make a custom powerpoint theme myself, wanting to add a little personalisation to the experience... Well, since I have no visual skill at all, my attempt ended up looking a bit like this:
...I ended up downloading a free template after all. (*^▽^*)ゞ
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For the first time in a long time I've been feeling good about myself. I'm still a long way to go before I am actually 'socially' secure, but I've been getting together with a small group, and have really been enjoying the energy that's felt in it.
Also, I bought a game called Gravity Rush 2, it's amazing! Can't get enough of it. So overall I'm feeling Great! ^^
Also, I bought a game called Gravity Rush 2, it's amazing! Can't get enough of it. So overall I'm feeling Great! ^^
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Festive. (*´︶`*) And, uh... Still procastinating...
@ShadowMikoto Good to hear that you're enjoying yourself lately! And to hear that you're enjoying Gravity Rush 2, as well; I've heard good things about it myself.
@ShadowMikoto Good to hear that you're enjoying yourself lately! And to hear that you're enjoying Gravity Rush 2, as well; I've heard good things about it myself.
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Not too good. I feel like crawling to a corner and cry...
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I feel like shit. I'm just going to come out and say that I haven't been at my best lately. My friend was justified in bringing up what she did with me. It's just that I overreacted. And I mean, what did she expect? That I would be able to handle it like a mature adult? Well, normally, I would be able to. It's just that her timing for talking to me about it wasn't the greatest and I really wish she waited until after NaNo is over to bring it up, primarily because I will be a lot calmer on December 1st, and perhaps not back to normal but a lot less emotional.
On the other hand, it's pretty tough to handle things maturely at the moment. My thoughts are muted for some reason thus taking away my capacity for most rational thought. With my emotions, they're still perfectly intact, so what do you imagine comes out first? If my rational thought has been turned off, it's my emotions that I end up using first. Naturally, since I could not maturely respond, it was hard to work things out with her. I ended up deciding not to talk in the chat until I am able to deal with my problem in an adult fashion.
So far, I think I've pinpointed what has caused my thoughts to go away and it may be possible to work this into my NaNo project. We will see how many words it takes to unravel my problem and get my thoughts to properly return.
On the other hand, it's pretty tough to handle things maturely at the moment. My thoughts are muted for some reason thus taking away my capacity for most rational thought. With my emotions, they're still perfectly intact, so what do you imagine comes out first? If my rational thought has been turned off, it's my emotions that I end up using first. Naturally, since I could not maturely respond, it was hard to work things out with her. I ended up deciding not to talk in the chat until I am able to deal with my problem in an adult fashion.
So far, I think I've pinpointed what has caused my thoughts to go away and it may be possible to work this into my NaNo project. We will see how many words it takes to unravel my problem and get my thoughts to properly return.
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ShadowMikoto wrote:
Also, I bought a game called Gravity Rush 2, it's amazing! Can't get enough of it. So overall I'm feeling Great! ^^
Gravity Rush 2 is a lot of fun! Good choice there, Shadow! <3
Wisdom indeed, Luu. The foibles of peoples persist. (o˘◡˘)旦 wrote:
(੭ ᐕ)੭*⁾⁾ Right as always, Akamanto! Stay festive! You know, the word "festive" can also mean "gay". As both gay happy, and GAY GAY as this woman right here:
Drink ze tea~
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