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The Ima no Kimochi wa nani?! or What are you feeling RIGHT NOW?! PART 10!

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Post by Lerena on Thu Apr 26, 2018 12:56 pm

I feel like my boyfriend and I spend too much time together and it took me like 2 months to come to this realization, because I've never felt like I need space in a relationship before. However, since I've never needed space away from my romantic partner before now, the feeling of needing it kept building and building until the present situation began.

I'm going insane to the point that I can't even have a normal conversation about this situation without being given the time to adequately recover. It's becoming harder and harder to say anything to him or even discuss him as a topic with other people. Even just thinking about him is stressing me out. I think I need to spend some time away from him so I can cool off and then properly address this problem with him.
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Post by Luu Sky Sapphire on Fri Apr 27, 2018 3:05 pm

Lerena wrote:I think I need to spend some time away from him so I can cool off and then properly address this problem with him.

You'll need it, Lerena. Women usually process the shit out of their personal relationship issues before moving onto the next phase. Just make sure you're 100% level headed when addressing the problem with him. Do it too soon, and it'll blow up in your face. No fault of your own, but there's a high chance he'll whatever's on your mind personally.

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Feeling excited for the entire weekend! We'll be watching quality entertainment, the new virtual theater that opened in downtown and fancy dining, while the rest of the planet shoves one another for Avengers Infinity War movie seating. So happy I haven't been suckered into this franchise, no matter how hard it tried. For those who agree with me, I swear on my life that Marvel used to be great! I know that's hard to believe, but it's true. One title for proof: Marvel vs. Capcom 2: New Age of Heroes.

All ruined by the corporate House of Mouse.

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Post by Lerena on Fri May 04, 2018 11:13 pm

Feeling surprisingly less stressed considering the day I've had. My boyfriend got pissed off at me and this conversation led to hours of me talking to him about my issues and how I think I need to be alone more often for a while. He didn't respond well to that and I almost exploded on him. His behavior and his words pissed me off so badly that I think I was pushed to anger so intense that I didn't have enough fucks to hold back how pissed off I was.

Normally, when I vent, I at least stay in a somewhat reasonable mindset and I'm not just screaming about a bunch of shit and going batshit over anything. Well, I was definitely screaming and going batshit in the message I was typing. And then after I was done typing it, I was suddenly not pissed off and I didn't feel stressed anymore. I ended up not sending it.

Even considering my boyfriend's reaction, I didn't expect to randomly feel better from being pushed to anger that was bad enough to make me type the text equivalent of exploding with stress-fueled anger.

I'll admit though that I even told him that I had no idea how to relieve this stress. Maybe I accidentally found out when my filter was turned off for like 3 minutes. I definitely pride myself on having the self-control to not scream at people just because I'm angry and maybe this experience is some kind of indication as to the cause of my actual stress, which seems to be my filter and how often I focus on thinking things through with not so much time spent on emotional expression. This goes for all emotions though, not just anger. I've never been that emotionally expressive. For a while, my depression was affecting that, then fatigue, then anhedonia, then I was normal for like a couple months, and then I was emotionally blunted again. So, my emotional expression hasn't always been at the top of my priority list. I'm not very good at talking about my feelings, especially when sometimes I can't figure out what they are. It seems maybe I've been focused on too much self-restraint and not enough on emotional release.

I wonder if this problem has also been making it hard for me to write anything. Writing things is my healthy outlet for a lot of stuff.
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Post by Akamanto on Sun May 06, 2018 12:11 am

Excited... Apprehensive... Confused... I think I'm going on a date with someone I'm quite interested in, and I'm hoping it works out. Heheh... ( ̄▽ ̄*)ゞ
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Post by Lerena on Mon May 07, 2018 11:33 pm

I'm feeling socially exhausted and I'm taking extreme measures to recharge my introvert batteries. This means I'm withdrawing into total isolation for a while. The next 6 days will be a huge challenge for me, but I must take it seriously and do my absolute best to stick to my word. My health will significantly improve from being willing to do this. And 6 days shouldn't be too much time to be alone. It'll go by fast, I'm sure. Now I just have to make sure this time is spent being productive and not sitting around thinking about how bored I am.
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Post by ShadowMikoto on Sat May 12, 2018 1:06 am

Akamanto wrote:Longing for May 22nd! I just want to be free! Wann werde ich frei sein! Hilf mir! (´□`●)

ShadowMikoto wrote:No you see they had contracted right to sell my merchandise because I sold it to them (I sold a bunch of my stuff due to reasons I'd rather not dwell upon again to a thrift store in my hometown.) Because anime merchandise is not overly popular where I live... There's only a population of like 140,000 where I'm from, so they put up the stuff I sold to them for an even less expensive price than what they are worth on online anime shops like Amazon.ca. I was able to recover 11 anime's for 176.00 that would have easily cost me over 600.00 online.
That's extremely fortuitous! I'm glad you were able to recover them.

Thanks so much! ^^ I will never let them go again, and since then my anime collection has been beginning to grow a little more.

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